“I felt incredibly beautiful when pregnant and also feel beautiful when I am nursing. I could be dressed like a complete slob, no makeup on and could pull my shirt up and rub my belly or sit and nurse my child and just feel radiant. It’s when I go to step outside my house into society that I feel like I have to look a certain way. For a long time I didn’t even want to leave the house because it was in the safe solitude of my home with my children that I always felt beautiful but outside of that was a world that I just couldn’t contend with. I will never be what society deems beautiful. Many people would think by breasts, my lose skin, my stretch marks are gross and ugly.”