“My husband and I started making travel plans and I had finally got to the point in my life where I was satisfied with it just being the 2 of us and we would travel and see the world together and live happily ever after. It was about 2 months later when we got pregnant. I was shocked! And looking back I feel like I cheated myself out of the process. I really didn’t have the emotions that I thought I should have been experiencing. Especially after how long it took us. I was so paranoid that with my luck and with my husband’s past that something was most definitely going to go wrong. I was anxious 24/7. I don’t think I shed one happy tear until I heard that little cry on the other side of that curtain. It was official. I was a mommy and it changed my life.”